Happy Birthday little one!

Kairen Charlie Lacy - 9lbs 6 - born 20th January 2009

Welcome to the nuthouse!

Well what a start to the year and to a new life...mainly because my poor little cousin was stillborn...took the staff 20 mins to revive him, but he is living and breathing and getting along fine as far as all is known. He and mother are all good.

So I shall hopefully be going down to see him fairly soon, all depends on work timing.

Until then I need more sleep

Happy New Year people! Hope it was as good a night for you as it was hectic for me...how is it I can never seem to go a new year without endless drama happening huh? And still i adore my family...

So last night, I had a pretty normal night, danced, got glass in my foot, sliced my finger open and so on and various members had arguments...hmm...is it screwed up that I do actually consider all that perfectly normal?

So that was last night - for the new year...if its anything like the last one then its going to be a real rollercoaster ride and I gonna need to hold on tight...

A review as such...

- passed my driving test
- had massive argument that broke me free from my step-father's control
- moved out and lived with my dad briefly
- had my first and made myself so much stronger for it
- my best friends nearly split up and scared the shit out of me
- had the holiday of a lifetime
- fell in love for the first time and realised it couldn't happen
- my dad and step mum split, permanently it seems
- got a job, passed my a levels with shit grades
- got my nipples pierced
- and survived every last second trying to be stronger even at my weakest

So with my ear leaking the spray to rid myself of the infection and my brother so hurt over what our older brother said to him and my dad trying to order his and brother's room...

Bring it on 2009 - I'm ready

And thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes ^_^

So basically we had xmas and are now getting past that festive phase...personally being a scrooge this year I could have quite happily cancelled christmas, just NOT in the mood for it

So next thing, is of course New Year (my 19th). Haven't got a clue what I'm doing for it, other than that I WILL be getting slaughtered in some form or another - would like sex to go with thaat but I can appreciate that we can't all have our cake AND eat it *breathes*

I'm on one of those moods because yesterday I found out that I have been scheduled for New Year even after working BOTH Christmas eve and Boxing day...not a happy bunny - saying this I work at McDonalds, what the hell did I expect? Well grease and...well more grease actually - plenty of abuse too, oh how I love the customers really ¬_¬

It also comes to something when the highlight of my days is telling my mother about a truely huge order that I got one day...

I need a life, and I need more sex - any takers? Didn't think so

Happy Holidays to whichever poor bugger decides to read this

Ok I may just put any old crap here seeing as I just had to get rid of that sickly boredom shit.

I just want a little rant about something k? If you're unfortunate enough to be reading this I suggest somewhere else to perch as my hearth tends to get covered in cinders from the fire XD...and I was going to curse my mother for reading me Miss Polly Flinders...

But anyway...my town police department is proposing a 24 hour ban to private vehicles travelling through a certain road in my town centre. They say it's to prevent 'boy racers' from using it as a free track. Now as it stands this road is closed of to all except buses and disabled badge holders from 10am to 4pm. Inconvenient but we're brits, we suck it up. Though the traders have decided to have a whinge about lost custom, which they're fully entitled to and they're now whinging more about this...I feel like I'm losing my thought track here so lets pull that sharply back...

So road closing 24/7? How the hell is that gonna stop the racers AND appease the traders? I can't see it...aside from the fact that if its closed to the public they'll relocate to a residential area (these racers are smart, they don't wanna screw their expensive custom job up on running someone over) and then of course everyones out completely anyway...more lost custom...like thats needed whilst in recession

But whatever, its all screwed and I feel like I've only got half the argument in there, go me all half arsed teen!

It sounded better earlier when I was commnting on the story

In other news...? *whispers* Oh there's no real other news...

On a personal note I'm stuck back in Clacton, no surprise there really...I swear there place has a certain magnet for people that have been there once...you cannot escape it!!!

But there is ONE upside in this...hehe..

I HAVE CHIPS!!!!

+Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
+Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
+ Dont ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.


--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "what a kiss means"

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I yoinked off

Very very bored